Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Teaching and Thankful
Friday, February 6, 2009
Take it Abroad and Across the Street
Two years ago I became the pastor of a small community of believers in the east bay. The prior pastor infused in our community a DNA that reoriented our view of church. That was the beginning of a long process. For years we had maintained all the usual programs that churches do. In fact, we were very engaged as a church in overseas ministry, partnering in the Philippines with local churches to bring medical care, training and the proclamation of the good news. But something was lacking in church. We were weak in local outreach. When our feet were on this side of the Pacific we became busy in our jobs, school, our families and the busyness of church. We had missional eyes but we were far-sighted.
Why was it that we could openly proclaim the good news to young and old, rich and poor over there but we were clammed up here, unable to even approach familiar strangers at the local coffee shops or on our campuses or at work? My frustration mounted each year as I observed the let down that occurred following mission. Team members would be caught up in the cares of this life, struggling in their walks with Jesus. Our discipleship process had taken us overseas but we missed our “Jerusalem.”
For me personally, the Lord spoke and called me back to himself, to daily, personal devotion and a lifestyle of prayer. As pastor I was trying to fill someone else’s shoes and meet people’s expectations rather than be who I was created to be. My place was to dwell daily in the presence of Jesus, hearing from him and being refocused on my calling and gifting. That same calling came to several others in our community. Almost simultaneously there was a resurgence of personal devotions with Jesus and gatherings of believers one on one for mutual care and accountability.
What sprang from this organic faith was a reorientation to the mission field across the street. As we rooted ourselves in God’s word and daily time listening to him, we began to be emboldened to take action in the local marketplace, in the community where people like us live. One of our members met up with some local homeless people and determined where they lived. He purchased a large pizza and walked into their homeless encampment near the freeway. You’d be amazed at who lives in the bushes and trees! He went in boldly, with the conviction that Jesus wanted to reach these people who had either been discarded by their families and society or had chosen to live a hidden life. Our team member went in among paroles, alcoholics and dealers and reached out. Soon he was bringing others from our community into these camps to bring blankets, food and an encouraging word. Some came to our church building when we were serving meals. Of course they were there for the food but they also came to hear God. As a result of reaching across the street we are finding that serving people in this way becomes much more complicated when we try to take on meeting their needs ourselves. We are forced to partner with our fellow brothers and sisters who have established services to the homeless and urban poor. This is a good thing and opens up more doors for ministry.
But what really struck me in this process of reaching out is the impact it has on those who are not homeless or poor. Since the homeless at times hang out at my local coffee shop, the workers behind the counter see compassion at work. They can tell when you buy a cup of coffee and a bagel for a homeless woman. They see it when you sit next to them and engage in conversation. They can’t help being impacted by this kind of love. Their preference is that these people would go away. They create messes and take advantage of the services of that establishment. But they know that these folks need help too. So an act of kindness to the homeless leads to the next step in reaching people in the marketplace. It’s sort of trickle up evangelism. It opens doors for conversation and eventual presentation of the good news, first observed in action and then explained in words. It’s the process of making disciples across the street in the marketplace.
As a community of faith we have a long way to go to become a transformative influence in our city. For me, it feels like I’m starting all over again being Jesus’ disciple. I’m learning to hear his voice again like the day I received him into my heart thirty years ago. I'm learning that Jesus has people in our city who need to meet him. These people live across the street from our homes and our churches and across the aisle from our desk space. Jesus calls me to serve him abroad and I still will be obedient to that calling. But he’s calling me to reach out locally and to lead my community of faith in that same direction.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
It's a change of the heart, stupid!
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Back from Mindanao
Wow - it is good to be back. I was very much anticipating the landing at SFO. Being away for over two weeks really made me appreciate what we have, our families and friends. But at the same time I've grown more aware of needs, more conscience of our world and the people who make it up and more thoughtful about how to optimize my part in advancing the good news of the Kingdom.
Returning back I had an email in my queue from Pastor Tom Johnston talking about a trip next year to San Narciso. Others are already making plans for next year while we were still in route from Manila. We have a world opened up to us and for the most part the resources to participate in those places in the world.
And yet, it is vital that we pause and spend time with God and seek his face on our part. For me I'm seriously asking God about us - the living hope community - and our role here in the Bay Area. This trip increasingly bothers me about our ineffectiveness - my ineffectiveness in reaching "our" world here in the bay. Too easily we can travel and reap a harvest and yet we leave our work for others to tend - disciple and bring to maturity. Jesus asked us to "go and make disciples." That "go" is about our life right here ... as we "go" about our business in life, we are to make disciples. I know we can care for each other and we do - mutual accountability, prayer support, partnerships in ministry - but I want so much more of the Lord in my everyday life - at work, home, community - that draws people to him.
So I'm praying. Join me as well in these coming months. There will be pressure to "commit" to next year soon. Davao, Cagayan, San Narciso, all points in between. But let's draw even closer to the Lord so we hear him better. Let's naturally express our love for him in care for those around us here in the Bay Area.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Not sure what to say about heaven on earth ...
There was a strangely beautiful sound emanating from the room. I thought to myself that this hotel was nice, but the sound system was excellent. Then I noticed the live music coming from the lounge. Now this is five star!
Monday, July 7, 2008
Angels Carry M-16s!
Sunday, July 6, 2008
I Want a Laker Jersey Too!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Thinking about the Process ...
In the photo that's Joams and Nicki! They were a huge help to our team - such servants!
Some observations about the process which really tie into other thoughts I have about our purpose overseas and the role we can effectively play in Kingdom advancing in Mindanao. I believe Rich eluded to this transformation that should take place over time where we do a more “lasting” work here in Mindanao. A few of us have talked about what we can do - briefly - but nothing definitive yet. We hope to meet in early September and talk more.
But just some thoughts that come up to the top - that “bubble up.” First, how can we do a more effective job of participating in either the discipling process or doing more to equip the young leaders we are partnered with so they can effectively follow-up? I say this on the heals of seeing over 600 folks come to Christ. There were about 11 kids I prayed for at the first campus - who received Jesus as Savior and Lord but we had no time to follow-up in that conversation and prayer. And I didn’t have the means of hooking up those leaders - those youth leaders with those specific kids. Shoot, I’d want to spend a lot of follow-up time with all eleven and lead them into a closer encounter with Jesus. This troubled me. We prayed for our youth leaders and co-laborers that God would direct them with wisdom and the ability to hook up with all those kids who received Christ.
At the clinics, it seemed to work, having a process that included a decision card and a photograph. However, we asked ourselves repeatedly, is the photo necessary? The reason we asked is the processing time to print the photos. We were good at taking the photo and following a process to link the card with the photo - but the 1+ minute print time kept a couple people really busy when we were able to print. The first clinic had no power and that meant printing back at the hotel - when we were able - it went into the early morning to finish the 220 plus photos. Even with two printers humming along. At the second clinic we had power and most of the printing was completed before we left - but we still had work to do late at night. Do we need the photo? Can we hunt down the 10 second color printer? I know lasers work that fast but now we are talking expense, weight - but compared to the cost of the printer ink...laser may just be cheaper! Something to consider next year - can you print direct from a camera to a printer? We’ll explore next time.
The process - was good for us this year. Do read my blog entry on the salvation ratios.
Friday, July 4, 2008
And When Do we Recharge?
There are times when you have nothing more physically to give. And then there are times when you are just plan grouchy and you have to work at being civil. The weeks and months leading up to the trip really supercharged me to have a lot of endurance for the long flight from SFO to Manila, through to Cagayan and the long day leading to our first evening in Iligan City. We hammered for four straight days from Thursday (Campus Ministry, Basketball Evening), Friday (Campus Ministry, Basketball preaching), Saturday (Marriage Seminar, Youth Rally) and Sunday (Preaching in CDO, Youth Rally and Basketball Game). We were burnt but so glad to serve!
On Monday we took the day off and enjoyed Cristiana Falls and a major swimming hole (65 feet deep) with wonderful water falls gracing the landscape. But we didn’t fully recharge. The next day we were back in the saddle traveling to Oroquieta with an evening of ministry in Ozamiz. The next couple days were just as busy and fruitful from a ministry standpoint, but I was wearing down. I didn’t have the rest I really needed. My times of quiet were hard to find. We were getting to bed later and later caring for needs. I was beat.
I had a bad day. It was the day we traveled from Oroquieta to Dipolog. I was woken up an hour earlier than planned after getting to bed after midnight. It’s a story I’m hoping to forget because I was really wanting that last hour of sleep. I was awaken at 4ish. I grumbled at the perpetrators but moved on. Then that morning I had to do the hotel sweep to make sure nothing was left behind. I found something I had to report in to one of the leaders. At that point I was concerned that I was now viewed - not so much as a snitch but as one who caused a problem for three of our team. The reality was that nothing happened. My fatigue led to my paranoia. Crazy. But that wasn’t enough. When we arrived in Dipolog, we had to travel to the Dakak resort. It was a nice place but the road there was under major construction. Under normal circumstances it was border line unsafe. And we had a hard time imagining what it would be like to travel that road at night with rain. And that’s what happened the first night. But we made it.
That first afternoon at lunch, after we drove to the resort, dropped off our luggage and then drove the hour back to Dipolog. Of course, the coordinator had a full schedule planned for us (campus ministry, motorcade, visit the governor and mayor). At lunch we grouped the leaders and discussed what to do with the location of the resort and the road condition. We all discussed and prayed about our options. We wanted to return before dark and pressed for canceling the motorcade. We also wanted to move into town rather than stay at the resort if we could swing it. Where was our faith?
As we drove back to the resort in the dark, it rained, on a very iffy road. But we made it! God got us there (using our very brave drivers! I had a bad day but God came through.
We ended up staying at the resort as we had committed to the price. We couldn’t afford to leave. For those three days, we managed to endure the long commute to our ministry locations. We had a great resort to stay at after a long day of ministry. And we hung out on the sand for “church” on our final Sunday in the philippines. We had a very meaningful gathering time before breakfast! We rested that day! We started to refresh!
Medicines for the Body ...
But medicines are for the body and I thank God for medical science. You know what I’ll say next. But this is where I wrestle with scripture, with history and with some evidence of God’s supernatural move in the lives of some people who are miraculously healed. It happens and it is clear that God is in the middle of it - it is a work of God and can only be attributed to him. But on this trip I didn’t see that. Miracles didn’t accompany the ministry of the Kingdom on this trip. We put in a lot of good hard work and human effort in place but somehow I’m still thinking about the Kingdom being very evident through a direct encounter with God. It will come! Stay tuned!
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Those Coconuts Make me go ... coconuts!
Why Such a High Salvation Ratio?
A dataset to consider. At the third and fourth medical clinics we saw over 250 people at each venue. of those 250, about 220 decision cards were gathered up. Every person, family group that comes through the clinic is pre-screened by medical personnel and then passed on to the counselors. The counselors both hear their medical need but also inquire into their spiritual need. For the third clinic we had local bible institute students. At the fourth clinic we had local pastors from various churches - different affiliations.
With the bible students counseling, 83% of the folks made a decision to follow Christ. These weren’t rededication's (5%) as this was explicitly asked on the decision cards. That’s a lot of folks coming to Christ! Praise God. But it seems high to this analytic skeptic. At the next clinic (the final clinic) we had roughly 56% coming to Christ. Many more rededicated their life to Christ through counseling (21%). Different cities, different counselors, same process. Did it have anything to do with the bible students versus the pastors? Not sure. The statistical analysis doesn’t yield enough data to make that determination. Does this particular set of ministry teams believe in multiple “events” of coming to Christ in the life of a person? Do we have different definitions for things on our decision cards that need to be sorted out?
All of this calls out for more preparation work with the ministry teams and maybe this can be coupled with a more thorough analytic study that can be published to benefit other short-term missions teams working in developing world contexts. I might sign up for that someday!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
This Team Can Preach!
It may be selective memory loss on my part but I can’t remember a missions trip which included more preachers than this group. Of course there were the expected preachers in Pastor's Brian Goodell, Nelson Dizon, Dominic Contreras and Jun Canoy. It’s expected because they’re pastors and have training and experience. But there was another level of preaching that occurred.
Paul preached up a storm at a youth rally. He was nervous in preparation, taking seriously the responsibility placed upon him. He preached and brought the Word forward to the young people. Justin preached at another youth rally - even one where a lot of kids on the periphery were talking and chatting and texting. But when he made the appeal to decide for Jesus, many responded in sincerity.
Henry preached both at an evening celebration and at a Basketball game. Mark Palazzolo preached at a Church and at a high school campus and at a basketball game. Coach Carl seriously declared the word of God at many basketball games as well as encouraged the team on many occasions. And Renee preached from her heart a message given her by the Lord.
So many examples - who did I miss - declared the Word of God boldly to young and old. Most if not all have no formal bible college training. They turned to God and said, “help me hear from you.” And then they were obedient to what God impressed upon them to deliver!
We serve an awesome God.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Seriously, do we need an Escort?
Won’t a Toyota Suffice ...?
A little car humor for those who care. Seriously, we had armed escorts for most of our time in Iligan City, then to Ozamiz and Oroquieta. But then nothing after that. I understand the importance of wisdom and I know God is with us even through the armed escorts. I looked at them as representative images of the real angels doing battle behind the scenes. But people with flesh and blood are actually out there who want to hurt people - especially bus loads of people who are traveling. It wasn’t known by the team but a different bus was held up close to the time and nearby (30 km or so) by bandits. It wasn’t extremists - just thieves preying on people. The armed guards are a great deterrent. And we were thankful. This group of guys hung out with us all the time - even if we wandered off down the street, they would follow - doing their jobs. And from what I understand, they were observing us all the time. The photo in this block is when we waved goodbye to the team that stayed with us for several days in Iligan City. We departed at the boat docks and picked up a new crew at Ozamiz.
We were safe. In more ways than one. God is good!
Monday, June 30, 2008
Hanging with the Volunteer Team from Cagayan de Oro
Sunday, June 29, 2008
A New Way to Do Ministry
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Did you know they believe in Sizzling Monogamy?
It was funny, the title for our first marriage seminar held in Iligan City. “Sizzling Monogamy” the brain child of the seminar coordinators. Great host couple, an excellent facility. Too bad not as many attended (as our second event). It could have been due to a date change or possibly a failure of people catching all the advertising that did occur. It could be - and I think this is the reason - the need is developing in this city that had to endure some horrific times just a few decades earlier. This city is on the brink of another revolution but one of heart and one for God. When (and if) we ever get back to Iligan, we should try again to have a marriage seminar.
This Dancing was less than Magical!

Here's Daniel M and I in a brain wave ... Daniel had never done the skit “The Brain.” I said to him, "Just follow Justin's instructions..." and here we are doing ballet. Look at the form, look at Daniel's right foot - can it do that?
This was the afternoon school which was a bit out of town in the hills or mountains or somewhere. A lot of kids responded when asked for prayer. Even some of the faculty were open to prayer - one allowed us to pray for her healing. I want to know the stories of what happened after we left. I know God can touch lives and many times we don't see the fruit from the events.
In this particular city - Iligan City - lives were touched. Reports are coming back of basketball players who were believers but timid regarding their faith, now coming out boldly regarding the Kingdom as a result of our playing a couple games there and openly sharing faith! Powerful is our God.
And non-magical is the dancing of Daniel M and Ben H.
Friday, June 27, 2008
The Dancing that Night was Magical!

Words are hard to come by to describe what happened on June 27 in Iligan City at the IT University Arena. It was the second night of a two-game stand for our basketball team. The team was poised to play a formidable opponent from Cebu. They were a team loaded up with a couple Americans to add some needed height to counter our tall and fast team. It was a team composed of a PBA player turned coach and young men who loved Jesus and were willing to share their stories.
But that was the headline. What really was going on is almost indescribable. Mark was leading the band on the stage, playing worship songs. While it was hard to hear the words to the songs, the worship was going out. This was the “pre-game” activities as this evening was prayed for and committed to the Lord.
When Mark concluded worship, worship didn’t end. Renee Wynia bravely took her position on the basketball floor and began a spiritual dance before the Lord to the tune of “We Bow Down.” Here was a mother and worshiper dancing with all her heart before the Lord in front of possibly 6000-8000 fans who had come to watch a basketball team from America. But they were fixated on the worship that they had likely never seen before. Renee was pouring her heart out before the Lord in dance...
Prior to the dance, prior to the worship music, I was backstage pacing. Jun asked me earlier that day to give the short message, a short exhortation and I was busy praying regarding the message I believed the Lord had put on my heart. I don’t have the words of the message. The one thing I know, it was going to be about Jesus. He was not just a good man or a great prophet like Abraham and Mohammed. Yes, I was going to drop the M word in this crowd, in this city where a few decades earlier, real battles were happening between C’s and M’s over the territory. I felt that strong about proclaiming this Jesus as the one - God himself - coming in human history for you and me. He is not some figure on a cross but God himself desiring relationship with everyone in that stadium that night!
When Renee started her dance, I became emboldened. My faith rose. When she completed her dance, I started my short 8 minutes speech at a fever pitch. I usually don’t start there, I go there. But I got there out of the blocks. It wasn’t a perfect message. I miscommunicated a few things early, but I believe the message of Jesus got through to this crowd, this attentive and captive crowd. Then we prayed for Jesus to come in and to start a relationship with each one there...no place for an altar call that night. But something powerful was happening in the realm of the Spirit. (That’s not a cop out or cheap rationalization about what happened. For many came up to me later and described the intensity of that opening with powerful declaration in music, then dance and then in words. All we needed next was for someone to be physically healed...next time? If the Lord wills. God was very present.
What happened during the game was magical too but certainly, the magic was in the power and presence of God to participate even in the midst of a game played between 10 athletes and a ball and two hoops. It was special indeed!